Two years in the records

July 10, 2026

I filed my first records request in January of 2019. The agency took eleven months to respond. When they did, three pages came back fully blacked out. A fourth was redacted except for the date and a case number.

That was when I understood there was a story.

I want to be clear about something. I am not a conspiracy theorist. I don't go looking for hidden narratives. I am interested in documented facts. For years I had noticed that the documented facts in this particular case had gaps in them that the official account didn't acknowledge.

That's a specific problem. The official version isn't wrong about everything. It is silent in places it shouldn't be silent, and nobody had asked why.

I have spent time around official documents. Court filings, agency correspondence, intake records. They have a rhythm. When you read enough of them, you develop a feel for when something is missing. Not just redacted. Missing. A reference that exists in one document but doesn't appear where you'd expect it in another. A case number that shows up in the index and not in the files. An interview that everyone refers to but no one produced.

The Georgia case had several of those.

I spent the first six months trying to convince myself I was wrong. I read everything that supported the official timeline. I talked to people who were close to the events and had good reasons to believe the standard account. I gave the documented record every benefit of the doubt.

It didn't hold.

The problem wasn't a single piece of evidence. It was the accumulation. Every investigator knows that feeling: when the alternative explanation keeps being the simpler one. When you find yourself constructing increasingly elaborate reasons why the official account is still right, and the complexity is not in the new evidence but in your own reasoning.

At that point you have a decision. You can keep adding complexity to protect the narrative. Or you can follow the evidence.

I followed the evidence. That meant two more years of records requests, some of which came back in forms you could actually read. I filed three separate appeals when responses came back with unexplained redactions. One of those appeals returned a partially unredacted document with a name that didn't appear anywhere else in the public record. That name led to an interview. That interview led to two more.

That's how document work actually moves. Not a single record that breaks everything open. A chain of small disclosures, each one opening a door to the next. The chain on this story ran for twenty-two months before I had enough to feel confident writing it.

Along the way I spoke with people who had firsthand knowledge of specific events that the official account gets wrong. Not rumor. Not sources who heard from someone. People who were present and spoke on the record.

The book is organized around what I can document: here is the record, here is what it shows, here is where it diverges from the standard account, here is the source. Every claim that depends on a document has that document named. Readers who want to check my work can check it.

That is not how most books in this category are written. Most take one documented fact and build a superstructure of inference around it. I tried to work in the other direction: keep the inference close to the record, name the record, let the reader decide what it means.

What the documents mean, in my reading, is that the official account of what happened in Georgia is missing something specific. And the absence is not accidental.

I spent two years in the records so you could have one book instead of a thousand hours of primary sources.

Start with the first chapter. The gaps are visible from the first twenty pages.

Keep reading

  • On lying to people who love you

    The skill you develop first is compartmentalization. Your family knows some of it. Your friends know a different version. The people you use with know what you actually are. And there's a version of you that talks to all three groups and keeps the stories straight.

    July 20, 2026

  • The first time I tried to get clean

    I lasted eleven days. I found out later from a text I sent my sister on day twelve. She had saved the thread. When she showed me, after things were better, we both stared at the screen without saying anything.

    July 15, 2026

  • The six-day gap

    Every investigation has a moment when the official account stops adding up. For the Georgia story, it came down to six days that appear in the primary documents but not in the official timeline. I don't mean they're disputed. I mean they're absent.

    July 5, 2026

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